January 2009
11 posts
WJTETT9
Exucse me for being short tonight, there just isn’t much to say. I want to leave you, I really do. I don’t want to love you anymore, i can’t continue to do so and continue to feel like how much I love you is never enough. You push my buttons , and you don’t trust me . You lied to me. You fucking hurt me so bad. You tell me I’m the only one you can even imagine...
MJTSTTNPT
Gone away are the golden days Just a page in my diary So here I am a utopian citizen I’m still convinced There’s no such thing as idealism Memories they’re following me like a shadow now And I’m dreamin’ Cause I’ve already suffered the fever of disbelief I’ve seen your act And I know all the facts I’m still in love with who I wish you were It...
MJTSTTN
I’ve come to appreciate so many people lately. So many people have lent me so many kind words and so much knowledge. To those people, I am eternally grateful. Each of those people will now receive recognition from me.
Cyrena - Thank you for taking care of me when I couldn’t take care of myself. Thank you for never giving up on me, our doubting me. Thank you for holding my hair back...
SJTFTTN
It’s looking like a limb torn off Or altogether just taken apart We’re reeling through an endless fall We are the ever-living ghost of what once was But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do No one’s gonna love you more than I do And anything to make you smile It is my better side of you to admire But they should never take so long Just to be over then back to another one...
No One’s Gonna Love You - Band Of Horses
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FJTTTN
I hate you, you are the only person I hate. The feeling penetrates deeper into my heart each day that passes. You destroyed me and have left me with insecurities in life that will never cease. Not to mention, they are left visable as I wear them splattered across me like a Jackson Pollack masterpiece, and though I can see beauty in my flaws it is not the same. I will never be the same and I will...
“Of all the animals, man is the only one that is cruel.”
“Children are completely egoistic; they feel their needs intensely and strive...”
THJTSTN
I am ever-changing child of the earth. I am a free mind, free spirit, open heart.
“There is nothing as lucky, as easy, as free”
Although the song may be about death, I can relate to it in so many ways. So many things have become in the most simplest of words ” dead to me”. It’s unfortunate the way life works and the way things change as you grow up. It’s...
“Dreams are often most profound when they seem the most crazy. “
-Sigmund...”
“None but ourselves can free our mind”